*~doubts?~*

keep having doubts about stuff lately.not only bout certain tings but bout everything.hate dis feelin thou.damn screwd up. anyw im like alone at home 2day. da place is like quiet n borin. my "brother" msgd me like after a mth. said he wanna go out soon n stuff.but he like askd bout da ppl tat busted me b4.den i tld him how they busted themselves n stuff.den i askd bout his frenz tat bustd him.he said he doesn care coz im his best fren.is 4m a brother 2 a best frend an upgrad? i tot was like a degrad.oh well doesn actually matter.im like his best fren n "sister" or something.actually now im not sure.well anyw.he was like kpin me company while i was like alone at home.caught up abit i guess.hmmmm.....annywwwww....i got nthin much 2 say.da doubts i feel is nt so much about anytin its jus a feelin.so i noe its like nthin.jus donno y i have tat feelin.mayb it was coza noein tat itd tk it abit longer den expectd 2 walk n im like crushed coz i got my hopes up or smthing.den now like everything is like i don wanna get my hopes up ordy kinda ting.well im nt sure n stuff but yea oh well.....