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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sucks!yesterday had a really weird feelin.felt damn fucked up.but had no idea wat was bothering me.but hmmm now im ok.DAMN HORMONE CHANGES!!!GRRRRR!!!hehehe well heres da tings.im baaakkkkkk......~~~~! :D :D :D i was always a bitch.jus id b nice 2 ppl who r nice 2 me.tats jus bull.ppl always leave n im done wif tat.ive been exposed 2 all kinds of ppl.so u noe wat?! whoeva wanna leave...jus go.it wont affect me.THIS EXCLUDES BENJAMIN~~~! hehehe don start wif me :P if i lost u...lets jus say...ur my only weakness.n if i lost u...id live a misable life jus bein obsessded wif u.id have like a shrine wif ur pics all ovr.id b like those obsessed physcos :P hehehe SEE WAT UD MAKE ME BECOME! :P hehehe but anyw. benjamin.listen.yes i may care bout my best fren but NEVER EVER more den how much i truly care bout u.if it happened 2 u....hmmm...i wouldn care wat kinda position im in id b by ur side every second n i wouldn care if i got sick.as long as id b by ur side i would stay ter n hold u in my arms every second n NEVER let u outa my arms.ur too precious 2 me.knowin if something like tat happened 2 u id b heartbroken.but id b ter 4 u every moment.i love you benjamin.i love u more den u could ever possibly imagine.ur my dream guy and ur my reality.ur da best thing tat has happened 2 me.and i NEVER EVER EVER EVER~~~~~~~~~ wanna lose u!yes i say u can go out wif other girls.i trust u.i do.thou a part of me is like in doubt n afraid.i trust u n im ok wif anything u do.i totally sidetracked :P hehe nvm urll get my point :D