Thursday, October 30, 2008

*~hurt?~*

well i don actually care if i gave u a lifetym of hurt.i actually enjoy it >:D heeheehee i fuck care wat u tink really.if ur really askin urself if u made da rite choice all i can say is im dis.ur gonna live a miserable life full of pain, hurt, dispare, depression, denile.
every second ur gonna be wonderin bout wat if u made a certain choice.and u will always regret nt bein able have me bak.ull rot 2 death.ull have suicidal tots and no matter wat u do u can nv get rid of da hurt n lonliness u feel inside.so keep wonderin if u made da rite choice.coz i ordy noe da answer.if not, y would u still b here tryin get close 2 me.
do u really tink i cant c rite thou tat fake act tat u put up?i studied u n i crushd u like da pathatic little insect u r.so deal wif it.i nv love u den n i don love u now.so stop tryin.stop gettin ur hopes up.coz its nv gonna happen.likin u was my mistake.but i realised n i took care of it n corrected it.n by doin tat i destroyed u.n now ur comin bak 4 more?
as much as i love seein u miserable n crushed cryin alone in a little corner by urself.i really don wanna waste my tym on u.don get me rong.ur great 4 kicks n stuff.but ull nv b da boifrend material 4 me.see im doin u a favour.im tellin u 2 get lost.ters a reason y ur my ex.i mean if i really wantd u stick around in my life den i wouldve jus stuck wif u n let u b my boifrend.but den again.u need 2 understand my situation.
how do u tink i look wen ur walkin side by side wif me?i mean do get me rong.its not me..its you...n i mean tat it da deepest n most consolin tone of voice.but da ting is.u make me look bad.ull ruin my image.i mean...ppft....a girl like me.... goin out wif a guy....like u?!
u urself noe tat u couldn get a girl like me 2 even notice u.infact if it wasn 4 an introduction i wouldn have even notice u in da 1st place.now im bein nice here.so don push ur luck.coz next tym i mite not b so nice.
don get me rong.i mean ur...normal n all.but....i despise u =.=... heheh ur a jackass.but not my tym of jackass.ur jus da jackass jackass.as in da omg hes such a pathatic jackass.mayb if u wer da omg hes suchhhaaa jackass!!! den mayb i mite notice u.otherden tat.byebye :D
oh n btw.tanx 4 entertainin me wen i was bored.messin wif u n ur small idiotic mind filld up my tym.thou it was a waste of tym.but still.seein u shit urself...i couldn have askd 4 a beta waste of tym den tat.so ciiiaaoooo >;D

P.S= ANYWAY!!!!NOT WASTIN ANYMORE TYM!!!!!Benjamin darlin,my wittle precious hunny bunny,muwah!i love you dear!i always will :)

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