*~4 tat, im sorry~*

im feeling alot of tings

alot tat i don understand
hw could i let u understand wen i don have a clue
i wanna cry, but i don noe y
i wanna scream, but i don noe y
i wanna jus break da glass n watch my hands bleed, but i don noe y
i keep seein tings
n its not gettin any beta
but as much as i feel da need of expressin myself
i guess i 4got how 2 do so
urgh it feels irritatin
its like havin an itch tat u so badly wanna scratch
but u cant coz u cant move
but da ting is
im afraid tat someday ill loose myself
id go outa control
im afraid tat someday ill jus explode
n i won b able 2 stop
im afraid
but i cant depend on help 4m anyone else
its been so many yrs now
i noe tat sometings rong
but i jus cant fingure out wat
until den
i don noe how i could make u understand wats goin on
i will xplain
but i need noe wat it is 2 xplain
for tat,
im sorry

XoXo
cherry