hii sweethearts...
frenz askd me post bout love situations n all tat crap...so...here goes.. of coz dis is jus me n my opinion..n well lets face it..im obviously beta den urll so bleeeaahhhh!!!!!!!!!! :P heheh jk
ermm well nobody can actually tell u if tat 1 particular person is truly ur "true" soulmate or wateva u wanna call it..stead watev..i don care..
anyw.. erm... well y do u allow urself get jealous if ur stead hang wif other ppl of da opp sex?! yea its a human emotion n urll r all pityful human but i mean think bout it..yea u love da person..n truth b told chhhiaaa i get jealous at tyms..but slap urself silly coz its not worth it..or u could tok tings out wif ur stead..if ur not comfy tokin bout it den DON AVOID IT!!! find another way..
but ask urself if u really love da person..im not goin 2 share stuff bout how i feel or wat n all tat crap bout my love life so shut up..but i will tk points 4m all my previous relationships..
well k heres an exmaple story tingy.. ~~~ ter was dis guy..lets call him....Kris.... <3> met him by accident..but he bcame my bestfren..i found him not cute but charmin n an asshole(but den again assholes r my type).. he had a gf n i had a bf.. we cheated on bour steads n took advantage of our frenship.. every chance we had we'd tk it n spend it 2gether.. we even double dated..but it was more 4 us den them.. wen we wer alone..da way he grabbed me in him arms n carried me.. arrghh couldn begin 2 describ it.. wen we go out at nite n spend tym tkin bus rides n stuff..it was romantic.. BUUUT.... here's wer da jealousy came in.. well...he had a gf n i had a bf..so naturally lyk DUUHH... we spent da mornin 2gether den da gf came aft tat 2 mt us.. he made out in front of me.. i didn care but i was thinkin 2 myself.."yea i love him..i love spendin tym n i care bout him deeply..but what the fuck m i doin!!!i noe its not rite coz he has a gf but no..." i got jealous..how could i get rejectd wifout even bein wif da person??!?!? l8r my bf came..i didn make out wif him...ppft oh pls...but everytym he tried Kris got jealous..u could tell coz he had tat look in his eyes.. AHHHH HIS EYES...tats another part of da story.. anyw..aft everyting we all headed home n he calld me.. he tokd 2 me in da nite.. everyting was so great it was lyk omg!!! den out of nower he calld n he seemd different.. he didn give me a reason or anything..all he tld me was tat we cant b frenz anymore.. i mean WTH DO U SAY 2 TAT?!?!?! alot but u noe..ppftt... :P anyw..i tld him im happy wif wateva he decides but im always here if he needs 2 tok.. he nv did actually contact me again.. UNTIL.... i saw him on sunday n i wen out wif my bf n cousin..den he askd if he could tag along.. HE SOOOOO MADE A MOVE ON ME!!!! but i mean i was ok wif it coz i really loved him.. but i couldnt coz u wouldn believe how hurt i was.. but i jus didn show da slightest hint of it.. he tot tat i was ovr him.. ting was tat i always did love him.. but i didn wan him 2 break him his gf jus coza me.. its not worth it... she doesn deserve 2 feel how i felt.. im insensative 2 ppls emotions n all but... i jus couldn.. it wasn worth it.. it was hard..hell yea..but i was a pathatic sucker ok..hehe i mean..yea 4m my point of view wen i saw him i was lyk.. hmmm...his eyes wer soo unbelievable... i was lyk lost in ter..im not jus sayin tat.. i was really lyk hmmm... i was soo happy... he was da bestest fren i eva did have.. we walkd ard clark smthin...hehe.. we alrkd ard my area..his area.. anywer.. was fun jus chattin n stuff.. but i knew tat ter was smthin missin.. n i made myself believe tat our frenship would last n stuff.. HHAAAHHH...hmmm...he was da only 1 who hurt me so much... n i donno eva since den i nv wantd 2 let myself fall 4 tat kinda ting again.. its not tat i don wanna tink positive..its jus coz im lyk cursed n meant 2 live n fuckd up life.. n im always a target 4 ppl but i mean..hmm... i jus didn wanna b tat same sucker n feel tat again.. he didn give a reason!! if he did i mite not have gotten hurt tat bad.. we made promises.. he broke it all at once.. ppl say tat hes an ass.. but i cant deny tat i loved him..coz i did.. sux huh.. hehe oh well... anyway..da last i saw him was wen he came wif his gf 2 visit me at da hospital.. yyuuupppp.... n since den its been lyk watev... n i mean he did tok 2 me on msn n stuff... but i didn care anymore.. by den i was ovr him.. TAT WAS GD :D but he was romantic.. he took a song tat i really lykd him singin n he creatd his own version n gave it 2 me.. i was lyk AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was really sweet.. but..i deleted it.. not coz i was angry wif him.. coz i promised him i would.. well anyw...moral of dis stupid story is... PLAY AROUND!!!DONT GIVE A FUCK N GET JEALOUS ALL DA TYM...coz its really not worth it..jus makes life harder n more pathatic..PLUS..come on...it makes u look bad :P hehehe dis is part of my story bout my best fren Kris whom i lost wif no reason.. but WHO CARES!!! :P heheh..i don so tats all tat matters.. but i do wish tat we wer at least tokin abit..hmmm...oh well...life is fuckd up so ppfttt watev rite.. :P hehehe ~~~
k ill rite another story 2moro 4m urll...but bak 2 da point of dis whole crap..
yea love is nice..i mean u have some1 2 hold, love, and share tings wif..
but if u really cant let da person go den u shouldn b wif da person in da 1st place..
makin sense?! hehe k let me explain clearly..
lets say u lyk dis guy..he means everyting 2 u..but u don actually noe if u REALLY do actually love him bcoz u don actually noe if he loves u..
its bcoz u don noe if he loves u tats y u cant bring urself 2 noein tat u actually love him..ter4..ur not sure if u can really let him go..i mean yea of coz urll get hurt n stuff but tats da price 4 wat come wif all dis kinda tings..jus don tink so much k..ill b bak 2moro 2 continue...needa slp now..ciiiaaooo....
cherry
XoXo
frenz askd me post bout love situations n all tat crap...so...here goes.. of coz dis is jus me n my opinion..n well lets face it..im obviously beta den urll so bleeeaahhhh!!!!!!!!!! :P heheh jk
ermm well nobody can actually tell u if tat 1 particular person is truly ur "true" soulmate or wateva u wanna call it..stead watev..i don care..
anyw.. erm... well y do u allow urself get jealous if ur stead hang wif other ppl of da opp sex?! yea its a human emotion n urll r all pityful human but i mean think bout it..yea u love da person..n truth b told chhhiaaa i get jealous at tyms..but slap urself silly coz its not worth it..or u could tok tings out wif ur stead..if ur not comfy tokin bout it den DON AVOID IT!!! find another way..
but ask urself if u really love da person..im not goin 2 share stuff bout how i feel or wat n all tat crap bout my love life so shut up..but i will tk points 4m all my previous relationships..
well k heres an exmaple story tingy.. ~~~ ter was dis guy..lets call him....Kris.... <3> met him by accident..but he bcame my bestfren..i found him not cute but charmin n an asshole(but den again assholes r my type).. he had a gf n i had a bf.. we cheated on bour steads n took advantage of our frenship.. every chance we had we'd tk it n spend it 2gether.. we even double dated..but it was more 4 us den them.. wen we wer alone..da way he grabbed me in him arms n carried me.. arrghh couldn begin 2 describ it.. wen we go out at nite n spend tym tkin bus rides n stuff..it was romantic.. BUUUT.... here's wer da jealousy came in.. well...he had a gf n i had a bf..so naturally lyk DUUHH... we spent da mornin 2gether den da gf came aft tat 2 mt us.. he made out in front of me.. i didn care but i was thinkin 2 myself.."yea i love him..i love spendin tym n i care bout him deeply..but what the fuck m i doin!!!i noe its not rite coz he has a gf but no..." i got jealous..how could i get rejectd wifout even bein wif da person??!?!? l8r my bf came..i didn make out wif him...ppft oh pls...but everytym he tried Kris got jealous..u could tell coz he had tat look in his eyes.. AHHHH HIS EYES...tats another part of da story.. anyw..aft everyting we all headed home n he calld me.. he tokd 2 me in da nite.. everyting was so great it was lyk omg!!! den out of nower he calld n he seemd different.. he didn give me a reason or anything..all he tld me was tat we cant b frenz anymore.. i mean WTH DO U SAY 2 TAT?!?!?! alot but u noe..ppftt... :P anyw..i tld him im happy wif wateva he decides but im always here if he needs 2 tok.. he nv did actually contact me again.. UNTIL.... i saw him on sunday n i wen out wif my bf n cousin..den he askd if he could tag along.. HE SOOOOO MADE A MOVE ON ME!!!! but i mean i was ok wif it coz i really loved him.. but i couldnt coz u wouldn believe how hurt i was.. but i jus didn show da slightest hint of it.. he tot tat i was ovr him.. ting was tat i always did love him.. but i didn wan him 2 break him his gf jus coza me.. its not worth it... she doesn deserve 2 feel how i felt.. im insensative 2 ppls emotions n all but... i jus couldn.. it wasn worth it.. it was hard..hell yea..but i was a pathatic sucker ok..hehe i mean..yea 4m my point of view wen i saw him i was lyk.. hmmm...his eyes wer soo unbelievable... i was lyk lost in ter..im not jus sayin tat.. i was really lyk hmmm... i was soo happy... he was da bestest fren i eva did have.. we walkd ard clark smthin...hehe.. we alrkd ard my area..his area.. anywer.. was fun jus chattin n stuff.. but i knew tat ter was smthin missin.. n i made myself believe tat our frenship would last n stuff.. HHAAAHHH...hmmm...he was da only 1 who hurt me so much... n i donno eva since den i nv wantd 2 let myself fall 4 tat kinda ting again.. its not tat i don wanna tink positive..its jus coz im lyk cursed n meant 2 live n fuckd up life.. n im always a target 4 ppl but i mean..hmm... i jus didn wanna b tat same sucker n feel tat again.. he didn give a reason!! if he did i mite not have gotten hurt tat bad.. we made promises.. he broke it all at once.. ppl say tat hes an ass.. but i cant deny tat i loved him..coz i did.. sux huh.. hehe oh well... anyway..da last i saw him was wen he came wif his gf 2 visit me at da hospital.. yyuuupppp.... n since den its been lyk watev... n i mean he did tok 2 me on msn n stuff... but i didn care anymore.. by den i was ovr him.. TAT WAS GD :D but he was romantic.. he took a song tat i really lykd him singin n he creatd his own version n gave it 2 me.. i was lyk AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was really sweet.. but..i deleted it.. not coz i was angry wif him.. coz i promised him i would.. well anyw...moral of dis stupid story is... PLAY AROUND!!!DONT GIVE A FUCK N GET JEALOUS ALL DA TYM...coz its really not worth it..jus makes life harder n more pathatic..PLUS..come on...it makes u look bad :P hehehe dis is part of my story bout my best fren Kris whom i lost wif no reason.. but WHO CARES!!! :P heheh..i don so tats all tat matters.. but i do wish tat we wer at least tokin abit..hmmm...oh well...life is fuckd up so ppfttt watev rite.. :P hehehe ~~~
k ill rite another story 2moro 4m urll...but bak 2 da point of dis whole crap..
yea love is nice..i mean u have some1 2 hold, love, and share tings wif..
but if u really cant let da person go den u shouldn b wif da person in da 1st place..
makin sense?! hehe k let me explain clearly..
lets say u lyk dis guy..he means everyting 2 u..but u don actually noe if u REALLY do actually love him bcoz u don actually noe if he loves u..
its bcoz u don noe if he loves u tats y u cant bring urself 2 noein tat u actually love him..ter4..ur not sure if u can really let him go..i mean yea of coz urll get hurt n stuff but tats da price 4 wat come wif all dis kinda tings..jus don tink so much k..ill b bak 2moro 2 continue...needa slp now..ciiiaaooo....
cherry
XoXo
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