~*love3*~

hey darlings...
k im bak.. lets c..im suppose continue da stories 2day..which should i tell??:P heheh erm..i donno i playd wif alot guys..actually girls 2 :P hehe ermm..oh okok i got another story..but b4 i start rmb tat dis is only 4m my point of view n my opinion.in da end its ur decision n mistake :P im jus here 2 fill ur head wif as much crap as possible :P its gd 4 ya :P hehehe

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k ter was dis guy named..."Chucky"..was kinda my bestfren..supposedly..
1st tym we met he totally busted me..
i was lyk wtf!!! i mean usually 1st tym mtins im lyk "nice" but he jus went 4 it..
hehe tats wat made us bestfrenz in da end..
he was a nice guy but not da guy 4 me :)
im not jus sayin tat coz i didn wanna get him but im sayin tat coz he really wasn da guy 4 me :P
hehe k anyw..he was simple but can b sweet..
i noe he's a swt toker..
he plays wif girls..n i help him wif tat..
heheh BUT not wif da girls i noe..sheesh :P
hehe but 4m wat i noe he bcame a player coz he got playd out by da 1 girl he loved..
seriously..wth?! he cant move on 4m tat..
tats jus....i mean....ok i pity him abit..
but its a gd ting i didn stead wif him wen he kinda askd..
if i did id prob play him..
well yea.. but feel bad 4 tat :P
hehe hmm... but he tot i lykd him..
i didn noe he tot tat until he askd me..
i was lyk..i find him sweet n nice only as a fren..
but he was lyk.."aww u lyk me"
i was lyk..oh man...come on..
its not lyk i gave him da rong idea..
even if i did i mean lyk come on..
i tld him i had my eye on dis guy..
n he was lyk "ok go 4 him"
n i was lyk.."i cant..he wouldn lyk me n stuff n i actually tink i lyk lyk dis guy n don wanna hurt him"
he was lyk.."ohhh....go 4 him..mayb he lyks u..come on..go 4 him..its ok..blah blah blah n stuff"
i was lyk.."stop askin me go 4 him all da tym..y u wan me go wif him so much n all tat"
he was lyk.."waaaat?!?! if u lyk da guy n go 4 him..wat u wan me say!?"
i was lyk...hmmm...i was tinkin lyk watev..
he seemd weird..
i mean he suddenly keep sayin stuff bout he hangin wif guys n tat i should b wif dis guy tat guy n stuff.. n hes always swt tokin me..
we tokd about anyting n everything n made bets n deals n stuff..
it was funny n was always quite relaxin listenin 2 him wen i was workd up bout tings..
but da moment he got sick its lyk..he suddenly bcame a diff person..
i donno wat happend n i dono y..
i don xactly understand either..
i loved him as a bestfrend n he did 2..
i tink..
but 4m everyone i met at tat tym..he meant alot 2 me..
we'd make imitation on animals n characters n call eachother names n do eachothers silly test n stuff..
was really fun :)
hmmm but lyk i said ever since he got sick n stuff tings jus changed..
kinda sad but yea win some lose some..so lyk watev..
he stopd tokin 2 me..
i donno if i should tok 2 him but i guess it doesn matter coz da last i heard was tat he startd tokin 2 dis girl n stuff..
i tink he replaced me but yea doesn matter..
if he doesn wanna tok 2 me oso im fine..
ive lost more den ive gaind in my life so its not really a big shock or a big surprise 2 me.. :)
so tats how i lost my bestfren..
six but its fine wif me :)
moral of dis crappy story..b happy 4 da moment..wen tings happen tats wen u deal wif it..at least wen u lk bak at it ud have ntreasured memories 2 recal :)

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yupz its official..im sucha sap :P hehe
anyw urll get my point more or less rite..
jus live 4 da moment..
don worry bout wat ur guy or girl may do l8r on or how theyd feel l8r on..
but in da present of tym always rmb how ud feel if they did tat 2 u..
so always consider tier feelins b4 u decide 2 do smthg tat might hurt them aite :)
hehe hey im tryin give real advise ok..i kinda suck coz i don usually type on wat i wanna say.i usually jus kp tokin n tokin n tokin..n wen i get xcitd n stuff i tok really fast smtyms ppl might not understand me unless they can actually catch wat im sayin :P hehehe..
anyw..can u all jus chill out wif ur relationship issues i mean come on..
cant urll jus b happy tat urll HAVE tat person ordy?!?!
yea ok bein scared 2 lose da person..i can relate 2 tat but i mean..
make da most of it..n lyk i said in my previous post b4..
GIRL--->Let It Go...
BOY--->Listen To That Bitch Of A Gf That u Have..
but don tk it out on love..
coz tats 1 ting tat u need hold on 2..
tats lyk a common ground urll have so da moment u loose tat den...its more or less oveer..
but tok n listen 2 eachother..don brin up unneccessary tings :) muwaahhh love urll lots..will continue soon aite :)

cherry
XoXo

Ps: love u Ben