~*life*~

"IT IS BETTER IN LIFE TO BE WHO YOU ARE RATHER THAN TO TRY AND BE THAT WHICH YOU ARE NOT!"~Mortuos

...Unchangeable Heart...

here i lay in this dark room of mine
in this dead silence pretending its all fine
but i weep alone in my pillow,where no one can hear
there is emptiness and pain and all i fear
but now fear is who i am, i am fear with a knife
fear me now and i may spare your miserable life
hear my voice and speak my name
i may appear in front of you, never in vein
but beware of the evil for which i possess
for by looking into my eyes you'd scream in distress
but i feed of your pain and i laugh about the scene
i was a misunderstood child now you'll feel what i mean
alone in the corner i awaited all day
only to be stood up without any say
all i wanted was to be loved like any other
to have an understanding loving mother and father
but i've always been a disappointment in their eyes
no matter what i try to do i only hear cries
should i give up or should i just not care
no matter what i do life is never fair
but what ever it is now this is who i am,this is my part
for i aint gonna ask for more,im satisfied,fear my unchangeable heart

Anyway.sweetheart i love you.thank you for always being there for me!muwah!your the best thing that has ever happened to me!i love you.