Woke up thinking about my sweetheart.cant 4get the first tym we met.i love him so much!it scares me sometyms.a part of me is like soooo happy but another part of me just wants to cry....im happy coz hes everything i could have only wished for and more but now hes real and hes my guy!but den again i wanna cry coz a part of me is scared that hell vanish.like how can something so unbelievable and perfect exist?its like a dream come true.and im afraid when i wake up itll be nothing BUT a dream.call me crazy.i dont care.i am crazy.crazy about him.but usually when im happy it doesnt last.thats why.insecure?maybe.or maybe just too much experiences.thats why i usually have nothing but memories.but when they come back....thats just sad..coz when they come back i dont want patch.and i dont want that 2 happen with my guy now.coz i know if that ever happens hes the only one id actually patch back with.hmmmm....oh well.
dis morning was kinda screwed.rmb ters dis guy whos not even my ex or anything?yea.he msg me den said hes leaving 4 paris soon.so like yea i don really care oso so yea.den he started confessing alot stuff to me.den i told him we only met like once and that oso we didnt even tok much.he told me if i believed in love at first sight.i was wth!!!eh but i guess after i met my guy yea i do believe.but i told him no.well anyw.he told me that da first tym he saw me he really started to fall in love wif me and stuff.den yea i didnt reply.den he asked me y i nv reply.aint he gd enough 4 me?heheheh den i told him ya :P hehehehe ok bad i noe but i love someone else.not my fault!!! :P hehehe
in the morning i msged my best frend.not da sad story guy.the other one.omg so sad!hes sick.hehehe damn funny.he has sore throat and fever.den he said his fevers goin down so ok so we decided how 2 get ride of his sore throat:P hehehe told him put coke in a microwave :P den he ask if itll explode i told him i don think so :P hehehe den he said use mentol:P its explode hehehe so when i go bak skul im goin 2 da home ec room and put mentols in every microwave den set it all off at da same tym :P ter will definately be a very loud booom heheheheh :P ahhhhhh cant w8!!!! :P anyw hes goin home l8r at one plus 2 try da coke thing :P heheheh i wonder wat'll happen :P hehehhe
aside 4m tat.tat other guy msg me.da funny guy i mentioned yesterday?yes.damn busted!!!wth.i asked if da lecturer old he said ya n if i wan intro.wth!!!heheheh i ordy bein nice ok.i nv even busted.i want 2 but i never.i very innocent.very nice ordy ok!!!!hehehe ahhhhh now i noe how ppl feel being on da other side wen i busted them :P hehehe nvm ill get my revenge someday!!!heheheh HMPH!!! hehehe
anyw l8r my baby coming.he damn cute yesterday in his room.i wont say what happen but damn cute!!!felt like hugging him so bad.miss him so much!hehehe i swear if i was ter i could just kiss the living daylights outa him :P anyw l8r hes comin and now im gonna watch some dark gothic show.ill update more l8r heheheh :P
dis morning was kinda screwed.rmb ters dis guy whos not even my ex or anything?yea.he msg me den said hes leaving 4 paris soon.so like yea i don really care oso so yea.den he started confessing alot stuff to me.den i told him we only met like once and that oso we didnt even tok much.he told me if i believed in love at first sight.i was wth!!!eh but i guess after i met my guy yea i do believe.but i told him no.well anyw.he told me that da first tym he saw me he really started to fall in love wif me and stuff.den yea i didnt reply.den he asked me y i nv reply.aint he gd enough 4 me?heheheh den i told him ya :P hehehehe ok bad i noe but i love someone else.not my fault!!! :P hehehe
in the morning i msged my best frend.not da sad story guy.the other one.omg so sad!hes sick.hehehe damn funny.he has sore throat and fever.den he said his fevers goin down so ok so we decided how 2 get ride of his sore throat:P hehehe told him put coke in a microwave :P den he ask if itll explode i told him i don think so :P hehehe den he said use mentol:P its explode hehehe so when i go bak skul im goin 2 da home ec room and put mentols in every microwave den set it all off at da same tym :P ter will definately be a very loud booom heheheheh :P ahhhhhh cant w8!!!! :P anyw hes goin home l8r at one plus 2 try da coke thing :P heheheh i wonder wat'll happen :P hehehhe
aside 4m tat.tat other guy msg me.da funny guy i mentioned yesterday?yes.damn busted!!!wth.i asked if da lecturer old he said ya n if i wan intro.wth!!!heheheh i ordy bein nice ok.i nv even busted.i want 2 but i never.i very innocent.very nice ordy ok!!!!hehehe ahhhhh now i noe how ppl feel being on da other side wen i busted them :P hehehe nvm ill get my revenge someday!!!heheheh HMPH!!! hehehe
anyw l8r my baby coming.he damn cute yesterday in his room.i wont say what happen but damn cute!!!felt like hugging him so bad.miss him so much!hehehe i swear if i was ter i could just kiss the living daylights outa him :P anyw l8r hes comin and now im gonna watch some dark gothic show.ill update more l8r heheheh :P
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