Thursday, July 3, 2008

*~unbelievable~*

hehehe your coming over today...oooo i cant wait.miss you so much!yesterday when i heard you sleeping on the phone.its was so sweet.just hearing the sound of you breathing gently and so peaceful.heheh omg i sound so obsessed :P but its true.and thats just how crazy you make me feel about you.your amazing your everything.we are such a bad match but that's what makes us the perfect couple.ill love you always for as long as you want me to.mmuuuwwaaahhh!!!!

well today in the morning after msgin my sweetheart this guy called me.hes not even my ex come on.he called yesterday aswell n da day b4 tat.ahhh get away 4m me!!!but hes been really concern bout me so i cant really busted him.so like yea i have 2 act abit nice at least.well anyw he called me in the da wee hours of the morn when i was like wat?half dead?!hehe so i didnt answer.and well i dont fell bad bout it coz i was happy sleepin hehehe.DEN my other ex msg.da same guy yesterday tat wanted a patch.i was like ahhhh come on...he started makin small talk n started showin off like woah he bashed up a guy real bad.so wat?!m i supposed b impressed?!anyone could bash anyone up.its so common.its not even something id b like so wooaaahhh over.get real..argh...anyw yea den he kept goin on but all da cool crap he did n stuff n how he was on da radio wif his fren tat he doesn even like.m i still supposed b impressed?!OH PLS!!!dis kinda small crap doesnt impress me.when u wer wif me da 1 ting tat u could have done rite 2 impress me was 2 accept me 4 who i am.yes i mean da crazy side of me!but u nv could n all u cared bout was urself.n now ur tellin me uve changed?!BULLSHIT!ull nv change coz i noe u too well.yea u lost me n u wan me bak but i don wan u bak coz i don wan a relationship tats jus based on u alone wif me in da picture even 4 a sec.u didnt care or give a damn bout wat ive done 4 u.i loved u alot but now.its over.and tats all to it.

ok aside 4m all da drama :P hehe the nurse is coming soon to change my bandage.she comes like every 3 days or something n omg she can b such an ass.i mean she grabbs my toes coz she doesn wanna garb my ankle coza da wounds but hello....my toes jus like towards da middle im in a way injured too...hehehe like wth cant u c. even my grandmother could see.aaarrgghhh...hopefully dis tym she doesnt grab my toes.i think she has a fertish 4 toes or something :P hehehe

well anyw im like so bored rite now.im like counting down the time till my darling sweetheart arrives.ahhh jus da moment i lay my eyes on him he makes me want to melt.ahhh hes more perfect den i could have ever imagined my dream guy 2 b.n im not complaining bcoz hes soooo much beta n i love him sooooooo much!!!!i really dont want 2 loose you :( your the only thing in my life that ive ever cherished and treasured so much b4.n i dont do that alot.your practially the first.and i want you b da last coz ur jus unbelievably undeniable irresistably everything i ever wanted n sooo sooo soooooo much more!i love you!

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