*~cries~*

cry a little.die a little.at least i know i've lived.thought the trick is to keep breathing.the question is.why does everybody lie?the bad guys lie to get you into bed.the good guys lie to get into your heart.but only to break it.and though you you try to hold on with everything you have.you can only hold on so tight till you slip and fall.

give me your hand.
hear my heart beating.
where do i stand.
im not leaving.
like it or not.
i'll always be here.
don't say you forgot.
just cause loosing is a fear.
look into my eyes.
look deep into my soul.
i'll never tell you any lies.
you'll always have to hold.
please don't hurt me
don't even try.
i'm more than in love with you Benjamin.
cause i'll just die.

sometimes its better to live life without having fear.but to live your life in fear.you will die a slow painful death.sometimes you just need to take chances.and sometimes..you needa take risk.i live my life the way i want to live it.in silence.in risks.in adventures.in having freedom.being in love.

1st they put away the dealers.
than they put away the prostitutes.
than they shot away the bums.
than beat and bash the crews.
turned away asylum seekers.
flatter,suspicions and fears.
we didnt raise our voice.
we didnt make a fuss.
it's funny there was no one there to notice.
till it came to us.

i miss you.muwah!Happy Birthday sweetheart!hehehe hope you had fun today.lotz of lovvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeee....FROMMMM me!! :P heheheheh muwah! happy birthday darling! :)